Twisted Freshness

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2006-04-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

even after two years.

don't think u'll read this, I hope not.

But yeah. I need an outlet to.. GRR my anguish and frustration.

I hope it's not rekindled passion. I really hope it's true love.

maybe in a different form. but still..

shit what incoherence.

sucky.

It ain't easy.

Forbidden love I'd say.

2006-04-02T10:02:00.000-07:00

I FUCKING MISS YOU.

i really do.

i want it all back.

drugged by your love.

forbidden.

musicfest.

2006-03-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

finally, after all the practices and late nights..

WE're in the finals!

but i'm pissed. after spending more than a total of 12 HOURS practising for our medley, we're told that we can't do it cos it's too long.

FREAK.

omg.

but anyway I'm happy that we're in the finals.

we may not win, but let's just have fun.

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choir.. 8 days =)

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somehow the feeling never seems to go away.

rebound rebound rebounds.

no wonder.

YEAH.

2005-05-04T03:11:00.000-07:00

VJC CHOIR OWNS.

WE DAMN ROCK.

Nomanisanisland :)

proud.

2005-05-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

After seeing everyone's nick - "My name is VJC choir!!!"

I'm suddenly damn proud of VJC choir. To be a part of it.

I'm damn touched by everyone's Choir spirit. We are all VJchoir - We are all one voice. We are one BIG family.

YES WE WILL DO IT.

NOMANISANISLAND.

2005-05-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

No Man is an Island.

SYF is tomorrow.

And I'm listening to "No Man is An Island" over and over again. It's really a darn touching song sia.

"..No man is an island, no man stands alone..."

Tomorrow's THE day. It's the day we shine. Let our hard work for the past 4 months pay off tomorrow as we walk onto the SCH stage looking like winners. With all the radiant smiles on our faces, and our beautiful voices, I'm damn sure we will kick everyone's ass. We shall smile and allow the judges to enjoy the music that we make.

We are THE Victoria Junior College Choir - No Man is An Island. The one and only. The one that will get Gold with Honours. The one that will beat the rest. And the ones that will make it happen is us. No man is an island - each of us has a part to play. So I guess it's now up to us to decide our fate.

Let me remind myself. lol.

Sunset is a happy song. - Smile... [You won't go flat that way]

Lily - Details la.

Pamugun - No matter what happens, sing your heart out. ACK. Dynamics.

I shall listen to NOMANISANISLAND - VJC choir to sleep tonight.

And I hope I have 3 dreams - 1 dream of my walking home from school, then walk past chinatown/little india and stuff like that, another dream about me holding a lily in my hand and something to do with romance, and the last dream of my becoming a hunter and chasing/hunting a sparrow in a HUGE forest (not macritchie reservoir.) ;

Hahaha.

YEAH MAN.

VJC choir's the best.

GOGOGO. All the way.

I have great faith in God. I believe God will bring us through tomorrow.

(Something I learnt from AHS...)

LET US SOAR LIKE EAGLES
Isaiah 40:31, "But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."

And I shall wait upon the LORD.

God bless VJC choir.

WE WILL MAKE IT.

2005-05-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sonoluminescence

http://www.kwic.com/~pagodavista/schoolhouse/species/fish/fishgill.htm

CLOSED.

2005-04-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

This blog is now, and forever.. ABANDONED.

Ok. I admit. I miss AHS.

2005-04-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

Ok, i finally admit - I really miss AHS.

I didn't wanna admiit before cos I was enjoying VJC alot. But yeah,. I think life in AHS (almost) rocked while it lasted.

[I decided to write this cos I was reading all my old testimonials from AHS friends. darn nice]

I just miss choir friends then (not that I don't like my current friends in VJC choir.. haha. Just that different kind of fun we all have. haha.).

For one, I really really miss the organs and our outing to Tampines after choir practices. Our cheapthrills begin from the choir room all the way to Tampines, even in the bus. Our "Bimbo... are you cold......?" jokes and stuff was really hilarious.. And of course I can never forget our very mangtang-ish, mingfang-ish, and of course not forgetting ultra mwengnang-ish Student camp 04 group... FINLAND! and our grp leader jeremangtang and bevermangtang. Furthermore, all of us all same frequency one, so it was kinda fun being ULTRA crazy with u guys.

Some incidents still fresh in my head were...

1. Drinking water with 4-6 metre straw from 2nd floor (when bottle is on first floor.

2. AT tamp field, suddenly look up, point up, and start shouting: "OMG! what is THAT?!?!?!?!?" [With everyone who walks past us turning around and looking up to NOTHING.]

3. Downtown east - "1...2...3!" [All organs sit down on the floor in a circle in the middle of the downtown east walkway. + Me and zhan ting dropping flat on the floor and spasming for a few seconds.

4. Organs CHALET!/Choir comm (well, most of it) chalet - Darn fun

5. Bimbo bullying XD

6. Name calling - Zhan tits, Jacintits, Rayboobs/Rayneh, Da tits, Luboobs, The Neh-O, the Hulu etc.

7. (Only joanne and zhan ting will know.) hahaha. The conference at night...

HOLLOW
U Suck, dun you LOVE me anymore? Join Our Jeeky Oun!
LU jia rocks!

LOOOOOL!

8. playing hide and seek in the chalet.

9. Hulu's Post-natal depression and her fear of heights (of more than 0.5 metres.) [Tho I wasn't there.]

Choir people are all so darn ghey sia.

ORGANS!

- Contraceptive chua
- Ovary Ong
- Condom Chua
- Testosterone Tan
- Liposuction Lim
- Scrotum Siah

Heh. mannn darn funny. Our names will forever be on the choir signature board 2004!

Next, I really miss the fun times I had in 3B/4B...

Especially all the times with Pat Wong. (haha. all my FAVOURITE teachers are called patricia.)

"Go to your boxes to get your readers.. if not don't come back!"

(translation: Go to your lockers to get your books)

Class goes away to get books...

... and never comes back, cos we don't have our books, instead, we hide in 4H classroom. Heh.

And the Gypsy thing - "Gypsys live by the sea and wear flowery skirts" (lol. Pat wong stays at neptune court and wore a flowery skirt that day.)

Another time..

Pat wong come in with a red top and white bottom.

Zu Hao: "Ms. Wong! Please lead us in Community Singing!"

LOL.

Haha and all the funny compos we submit to her..

all warped topics, and also pwongo pwongo island.

ahhh. and malaysia trip. sigh. hahaha. yeah man. cool.

All the vodka, the cards, and the ultra high pillow fight. Hahaha. and our failed attempts at strip poker. ("strip my handphone from my pocket", "Strip my ring".).... haha.

Wah lau sometimes I really miss the times back in AH.. but sometimes I don't feel that way. Oh well. I do have some bad memories there too.

... Back to reality.

There was choir practice today.

Today's prac was kinda good I must say.

oh yeah, my sore throat just got a tad better. At least can croak something out now.

Bleagh. Screwed up my part in quartet today. And also my part in the chinese song.

But I must say I think the yr 1 chorus (after the prac) was good. thanks to marcus and shi hui for their conducting of practices.

Wah siao I love that filipino song we are singing. So much energy. So darn hyper.

Bah. Anyway my school work's incomplete. death awaits.

When I feel bored, I'll write another v long entry.

I feel,

2005-03-28T08:03:00.000-08:00

I feel that this is one of those days where I have alot of random thoughts that keep on popping up in my head.. resulting in blogging spasms.

Anyway, I really need to pray. I shall fast from solid food for the whole of tomorrow. I really want to continue my fast but my parents, who aren't christian will never understand what fasting is about. They think it's pretty dumb and I don't think they might even accept Christ in this lifetime, no matter how much I want them to. I've tried asking them a few times before but my mum is pretty stubborn. My dad is still ok.. But he said he will start when he grows old. Like WTH la. I really want things to go the right direction.. Not in the way it's going right now.

Gah. God save us all.

Gah.

2005-03-28T07:30:00.000-08:00

My voice is getting from bad to worse. My tone is getting even worser nowadays. Gah. Drink more water, must try out more kinds of erm "positions" in my head to try and achieve resonance-filled tone.

What horrid grammar.

.... back.

I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. Not anytime soon at the very least.

I have a lot of thinking and soul-searching to do tonight.

I just need to sort out my thoughts.

Maybe I'm paranoid.

Maybe I'm too ambitious.

Maybe I'm over-sensitive.

Just maybe.

Or maybe it's all true.

I have no idea.

This is when I really need God's guidance.

[Sidetrack alittle... Anyway I watched the baptism service on Easter sunday.. It was just amazing. I see the people going into the water... and then out again as a 'new' person. Like reborn in spirit. I feel like getting baptised. But I don't think I'm really ready yet. I'm not sure.]

And by the way, I'm very sorry that I woke up late that they for the choir room cleaning up thing. I seriously didn't know about it (or maybe my ears failed me and stuff.). [bad excuse, but yeah I should've asked around in the first place.] Damn.

Well, on a lighter note, I'm going back to AHS to promote Symphony of Voices 2005. Yep. Cool eh.

and to all of you reading this, COME TO VJC choir concert.

SYMPHONY OF VOICES 2005

17 May 2005, 7:30 p.m.

Tickets at $20, $30, $40.

At Esplanade Concert Hall.

Try your best to come and support us eh?

VJC choir.

2005-03-26T10:17:00.000-08:00

All hyped up for SYF.

Let's all do our part and make the dream a reality eh?

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Victoria Junior College

Victoria Junior College Choir

Victorian Spirit

05s22

Best Friends

Family

God

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No man is an island

No man is an island,
no man stands alone.
Each man's joy is joy to me,
each man's grief is my own.
We need one another,
so I will defend,
each man as my brother,
each man as my friend.
I saw the people gather,
I heard the music start,
The song that they were singing,
is ringing in my heart.
No man is an island,
no man stands alone.
Each man's joy is joy to me,
each man's grief is my own.
We need one another,
so I will defend,
each man as my brother,
each man as my friend.
No man is an island,
No man stands alone.

TODAY... is Easter Sunday. Heh. Going to church later. going to sleep. good night.

ORIENTATION TWO.

2005-03-24T08:23:00.000-08:00

OH man orientation 2 wasn't as boring as everyone expected it to be.

Firstly, I guess I really feel sorry for some of the 2nd intakers who really couldn't catch any ball during to orientation, whether it was mass dance or what. and for doing the OGL cheer for sooooo many times. haha.

I shall elaborate on the 2 days..

Day 1 was ok la.

I think the OG leads thing was quite fun.

1 MACHO CLAP.
Ooosh.
2 MACHO CLAP
Ooosh
ahhh.
3 MACHO CLAP
Ooosh
Aahhh
TGJIOEAOTROayrrilhgdfjkhgukyhaot

haha. sian sia.

Day one was not as interesting as day two. Cos day one whole time stay in school learn mass dance, learn cheer and stuff.

Day 2 was really damn cool.

Amazing race was shiok. I'm really glad that Remy Stones/Rolling Zero won the $222.22 cash prize. And being the kind people that we are, we have decided to share it with ROCK or maybe even POP. Having a BBQ. haha. Cool eh?

I hope Wen xiang, Alex, Zi Hua, Derek (who ponned day 2. lol), Wen Ze (who left for RJ. ARGH.) had fun la. Cos I think O2 was quite a failure to the 2nd intakers. really sorry. haha VJ pple are damn nice pple (doubt u all will read this anyway.).

In all..

The mass dance thing was quite disorganised, that's my only complain. haha. other than that the SCs did a v great job planning the whole thing, especially since O2 is kinda a last minute thing.

GREAT JOB.

And of course I think all OGLs were damn cool, and we all did a great job sia. haha.

ROCK ogls rule.

Jac,Kim,Maurice,Jenn,Beverley,Winnie,Kaixiang, Roxanne, Chien Wei, and all the Rock SCs a.k.a aquila SCs

POP ogls rule too. Haha. most of them I dunno. so nvm Zu hao rocks sia. ultra enthu fella haha.

HIGHLIGHT: SUNTEC Mass dance session.

damn high la.

and the highest was when after me and kaixiang finish our special "chat" with the DJ, then she play us a song for us to dance to, WAH LAU that was damn shiok. Esp. la bumba, when we jumped and BOOM on the floor. haha. wah siao.

yeah man. I know alot of 2nd intakers didn't like O2. So sorry yeah.

WOW

2005-03-19T10:05:00.000-08:00

haven't updated in a long long time.

Anyway, tomorrow I'm going ot Shin Yan's house to learn HTML. finally.

I just HAVE to blog about the march holidays a.k.a Choir.

Well, the week didn't start of very well. We actually lost out to AJ choir in sound (well, I'm sure most of us felt that way).

Then the rest of the week games comm/choir prac..

And then finally, the choir camp.

The camp was pretty tiring, but in all I had some fun. haha.

Day 1 - boring.
stay in one spot for 4 hours. Look like a pai kia sitting down on the floor there.

Anyway, the prac in the morning was pretty crap. cos the yr ones pamugun was really kinda unstable. The parts were not distinct, the rhythm was off, pitching was kinda bad.

This is more or less what made the day quite sian.

At night, something happened. I think this experience managed to bond people together. seriously, how the guys and gals helped each other hold up the piano keys, the tables, supporting each other, fetching stuff from here and there, giving moral support, helping to hold CD to see reflection, helping to shine hp torchlight into piano. It was kinda cool. Though the night was rather hectic and tiring.

Anyway, the next day was VERY good.

I think the practice today was simply great.

For one of the first few times since I've been singing in VJchoir, I was so overwhelmed by the sound today that I FELT like tearing. Haha. Kinda weird huh, cos the song is pamugun, not some touching song. I know we can make it. I just hope VJchoir maintains our standard and improve with each passing practice. So that when SYF is here, we will be fully prepared and confident of being no. 1. Well, let's all pia our way through the next 40+ days shall we?

NO MAN IS AN ISLAND

[oh yeah, the choir T-shirt turned out fine. phew.]

Neptune Court.

2005-03-12T04:40:00.000-08:00

Hey all, I'm in my neptune court house now. Apparently my parents and sister are going away for a holiday to Japan from Sunday - Thursday... So I have to stay here alone for the next few days.. Cool eh?

Anyway, sorry zu hao abt the running thing, cos I want to spend these 2 days with my parents and sister before they go holiday. Sorta family time. lol. also gotta pack my stuff to Neptune court also. Sorry.

Anyone keen on stayover? lol. I'll be damn sian at night anyway, can play cards, eat instant noodles, play mahjong and play BRIDGE. Muahahaha.

Ok. I think I better go help my family pack. heh.

death

2005-03-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

I know it's sinful, but then... death seemed so relaxing.

I would call it a series of unfortunate events.

Not to over-exaggerate the extent of my depression.

Anyway, please don't ask me what happened. some things just happened. And I don't wanna be reminded of them.

Death to all.

It felt as if almost everything wasn't going my way.

Oh well, life reached a new low today at 6:30 p.m.- 8p.m.

DUN ASK ME WHY.

Heh. But I'm better already thanks to God.

Thanks be to God. Love.

sian.

2005-03-07T19:01:00.000-08:00

oh yeah. I didn't get in for musicfest.. for all 4 categories. haha. Oh well. There's always next year :)

hah I'm at home now and it's 11:00 am. Too tired to go school.. So I decided to pon school. Oh well, Tuck Everlasting was nice, even if I had watched it for the 3rd time.

TAGBOARD ACTION!

2005-03-07T05:30:00.000-08:00

rAy: hahaha. I SEE. that's cool. One fullerton tomorrow night? LOL
passerby 2: heh! I'm highly amused too haahaha.
passerby: sunil,u sure u are serious about wad u sae?=x
passerby: *stares and is highly AMUSED*
passerby: *stares and is highly AMUSED*
sunil: i want to have oral/anal sex with you!!! heard from other gays that you do good sex! (:

hahaha. I think too much tagboard action already. so I shall take of my tagboard TEMPORARILY until I get a new one on my NEW WEBSITE.

yeah I got a shared website with shin yan.

It's gonna be

.. TOO BAD IF YA DIDN'T CATCH IT. ask me.

Yep. Out own domain.

So this might be my last post until I move there. Will notify u guys here.

Anyway, people shouldn't jump to conclusions (this is a general and random statement.)

Yeah, and spiritually, I realised I'm not doing enough Quiet Time. In fact, I haven't done it in a LONG LONG time.

So I shall do it EVERY MORNING before school starts in the canteen.

I musn't slack spiritually, not matter how much I slack academically.

Anyway, I wish God could help me with some things that are happening in my life right now. I hope he answers my prayers soon, like how he always answers them. (how preachy.)

lol.

2005-03-05T09:27:00.000-08:00

OH.

I must apologize to all those who added me @ renyar@gmail.com on MSN. although I do have an MSN passport for that accnt, it is used ONLY for E-mail. haha. If u wanna add me to ur contact list, add me @ ahschoir_rox@hotmail.com (This is is ONLY for MSN. Don't send any mail here.)

In conclusion,

Mail -> renyar@gmail.com
MSN -> ahschoir_rox@hotmail.com

Don't ask me why I have such a bootlickish e-mail add.

Gossip.

2005-03-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

Ok, hse comm interview was pretty interesting.

I totally lost my whole face in there.

All gone.

Anyway, although I say I really love VJC and stuff, there is one thing in VJC I simply can't F-ing stand (or sit, or lie down or squat.). That is the sin called gossiping.

Come to think of it, I really miss the culture back in AHS. Everything was PURE and GOOD. The environment was good. You could walk around doing stupid stuff and screaming and all and no one would really care. But here at VJC, ya gotta watch your back. People even criticise u for who u are cos of the people u mix with.

frankly, I think gossiping is for deprived people.

These people are jealous that other people know more than them and they want to create their own rumours etc. Or they just want to get attention.

Yeah. Gossip is for AH SOHS in WET MARKET.

I'm in an anti-gossip mood now. Cos of all the politics happening arnd me. Otherwise, I'm usually neutral.

to SSGM: haha. not referring to u 2 la. Ur kind of 'gossip' is ok.

Yeah I dunno. Anyone care to comment?

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2005-03-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

aw man today's musicfest was quite crap.

I was too nervous. Cos I couldn't play the riffs well. my fingers kept on tripping. DAMN i'm a lousy guitarist.

nth much to say. Just contemplating sth.

The first day of school after a LONG time.

2005-03-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

Today was the first day of school after a long Time.

Yeah I've decided to stay in VJC cos of my friends, my class, and choir. And not forgetting the culture here. It's more inclined towards english.

Wah lau the power in my house keeps on tripping. i can't prac for musicfest 2nd guitar tmr. Our band is damn dead (cos of me. shit.)

anyway, today's musicfest auditions was quite ok. Cos I screwed up for the grp and the one with me and grace lo wasn't too shabby. In fact it was quite cool. But not sure if can enter semifinals. Damn.

aiyah it's called jing1 yi4 qiu2 jing1.

Haha the first ever tagboard action I ever had hahaha..

Today wednesday la abit crazy.

Don't know why I brought a pillow to school also.

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Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and there's so much love to make
I think we抮e gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life
I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life
It's you, it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's you I've been waiting for all of my life.

O level results.

2005-03-01T08:29:00.000-08:00

Ahh yes. That very day came, and went.

It was a VERY eventful day I must say.

I shall start from morning to night to the day after.

yeahI spent my morning eating breakfast with Shin Yan so that time could pass faster.. I woke up at 9:15 a.m. and met SY at 10.

Ok so we ate (pronounced as 'ay-t'.. happy? haha.) till 11:30 or so and then left for SCHOOL.

We reached school at 12 and then off went me and her to pester teachers for results. firstly, we went to the staff room to find the teachers. We saw mrs.lee while she was on her way out of the staff room. we pestered her and she told me: "ahh rayner.. good good!". haha. I was kinda hoping what she said was true. Then as the door closed, ms.chan rushed out of the door.. to be stopped by me and SY. She said our class did not bad. Bah then we went around like the whole staff room to ask about results etc.. All quite positive feedback.

then when the rest of our class arrived we went to search for THE TAN LAI YING. and when we found her, she didn't have our results. she was apparently too busy to go check.

anyway, after much worrying and stuff, it was finally 2 p.m.. So we all headed up to the hall.. to be greeted by the new Dr.Boon.

She told the whole hall: "I'm honoured to be here this afternoon to deliver the VERY good news!"

*Cheers in the hall*

Boon: "Bla bla bla...."

*Cheerss*

-Statistics flash on the OHP-

*More cheering*

-Flashing of names of those who got 9A1s, 8A1s, 7A1s -

Zu hao and Charis' names flash on screen

*4B cheers damn loudly*

yEah... and after that they gave out the results.

My heart was pounding damn damn damn fast la.

I was a little disappointed my name wasn't flashed up there. oh well. I'm still happy with my results.

But I'm damn pek chek with 3 subs.

i.e. English, E.math and Chinese.

A2, A2, B3 respectively.

WAH LAO EH. Fgay results la.

Emaths got A2 while A.maths got A1. how ironic.

I would've gotten a 7 at least.

I know I'm bullshiting alot and I'm being damn qian4 zhou4-ish.

Anyway, I just think I'm damn lucky. I'm a DAMN lucky kid.

Lucky?

Cos in the first place, I had a v. low score for my PSLE (for AHS standards back then.) . Luckily my grandfather could help me pull some strings.

If that didn't happen, I think I would be some pai kia who will grow up to be some roadsweeper. (exaggeration. but who cares)

I was a damn lazy and slack student. Always scoring 50+ for avg.

Then in sec 3, some stuff happened. And I was v. bent on proving people that I COULD make it to VJ. I was damn angry I remember. So I studied hard to prove them wrong. And thanks to those people in my class (who happen to be very smart people..) who pushed me and and motivated me to study. My class provided quite alot of competition in academics too. Thus I was v. motivated. VJC was my dream JC.

and I don't regret working hard and cramming stuff into my brain. (I knew I should've worked harder. nth is impossible. So I won't be satisfied with my 8 points.). well, I've got another shot during the A levels. So I must work hard and do well for that.

In the meantime, I do hope I enjoy my stay in VJC for the next yr or so.

And to those who didn't do as well as they expected, please don't be too sad for so long. It's bad for your health. and I won't tell you not to be so sad cos it's alright to feel sad. And I won't tell you to get over it cos I know it's hard to get over such stuffs. Just don't get too depressed or suicidal cos it's just stupid Os. the Os is a BAD gauge of such academic standards I think. cos it's literally 'memorise and regurgitate' work done. so it's just a test of memory and understanding of some stuff.

So if u get 8, you might not be smart! If you get 18, you might not be dumb.

So I think those who came up with Os should get a life.

yay.

OH YA

2005-02-27T17:32:00.000-08:00

OH YAH. CHOIR OWES ME LOTSA CASH. muahaha. Choir bbq $$.

THIS IS THE DAY.

2005-02-27T17:05:00.000-08:00

This is the day, this is the day that the lord has made (that the lord has made). We will rejoice, we will rejoice, and be glad in it (and be glad in it). This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it. This is the day, this is the day that the lord has made.

THE DAY HAS ARRIVED.

Never expected it to come so soon. Darn anxious. I'm not expecting great results... But I really hope I do well. I really really really really really FREAKING hope I do well.

..

2005-02-27T07:36:00.000-08:00

Anxious. Can't write properly.

Depressed (or just a tad sad.). Longing.

All I have to say is... Gd luck all.

LONGING.

2005-02-27T02:52:00.000-08:00

hi greetings to your earthlings.

this is an alien frmo the planet pluto.

all the best to you neh-os who are getting o'level results tmr.

susu.

Musicfest auditions

2005-02-25T08:37:00.000-08:00

Ok so today was musicfest auditions, the thing that I've been really anxious abt for the past few days.

In a word, it was pretty "OK". Haha. I didn't give in my best I guess. I knew I could've done better (at least for the starting part.). I really really wanted to sing the bridge with all the ad libbing and stuff. But gah too bad I was buzzed out.

Haha. and my voice cannot compare to some people in musicfest la people. lol. It's not that beautiful.

At least I'm satisfied with myself to a large extent, and that is what makes me happy I guess. I think even if I don't get through to the semifinals, I guess I'll still be happy with myself. Besides, like what Grace Lo said.. It's all included in God's plan for me. Yep. Words of wisdom.

Well, at least I have 3 more chances to get into the semifinals. Heh. I just hope I can stay in VJ and then enter musicfest semis/finals. Haha. but alas it's just a dream la. you know what they say, 'aim for the stars and you'll land on the clouds'. (or sumthing stupid like that). Just a little disappointed la haha.

Anyway, I'm pretty anxious now. you all know y don't you?

yeah it's the O level results. feling damn stressed.

I shall give come up with a list - (yet again).

6 points - be shocked/euphoric
7 points - " "
8 points - " "
9 points - Yay.
10 points - Hmm. Not bad.
11 points - Ahh Ok la.
12 points - Oh crap.
13 points - Sh*t
14 points - I'm in deep sh*t
15 points - Be shocked (utterly speechless)
16 and above - ................. (silent all these years)

lol. lame la.

Anyway, just wanna tell everyone out there that..

No matter what points ya get, don't be too depressed. Cos being depressed won't change your fate. Just accept it and life just goes on. Who knows, maybe there's a reason that u got those points. (oops I'm starting to preach..)

ah crap. freakin crap.

I just hope to do well, stay in VJ and enjoy my next two years.

at least I did quite ok for my maths test =)

And to all those who participated in musicfest.. - sorry I couldn't support most of ya, thursday had lessons till 3:40. Darn. And those who sang, great job. Even if we don't get in, we are all winners. Yeap. It's better to try and fail than to fail to try. (lol. compliments to gabriel's pencil case).

Anyway, to all who clapped, cheered, supported me today, a huge thanks. I think I really would've freaked out and died on stage if it weren't for u guys man. I'm really grateful ta ya'll.

I'm really glad I prayed like 5 times before going on stage. Cos when I went on stage, although I felt a little nervous, the nervousness went away real quick. Yep. Kudos to God.

Anyway, just came back frm NJC talentine. It was quite ok. The A Cappella grps were pretty good. But the soloists were quite erm. not so good. Especially when u compare to VJC standard (i.e. musicfest.).

Dance was nice. Kudos to Brynner for a great performance.

then went dinner with the AH councillors at Cathay cineleisure BK.

And now I'm home.

nonetheless... a tiring day.

for the longest time.

2005-02-23T03:53:00.000-08:00

I haven't blogged for the Longest Time.

Anyway, I'm damn excited about musicfest and O level results (maybe the wrong word to use, but who cares.)

Anyway, I'm in FOUR categories. Crazy.
I shall not reveal the songs that I'm singing for each category.

Solo - Angels (robbie williams)

Duet (with Grace tall) - either A whole new World, or something else english.

Group (vocal) - For The Longest Time

Band (*cough* rock *cough* band) - Erm. The reason? LOL. Crap la sure go on stage and malu one.

But who knows, Go poodle has so far never failed to amaze ourselves right?

And I'm damn happy now, cos I managed to find the transposer for windows, which helps to lower the key of the song without changing it's tempo and vice versa. COOL huh. furthermore it's (sorta) free. U just can't save the transposed file. Well, I just use an internal recorder to record the song la. haha. stupid people.

Oh, and I've decided not to sing "boulevard of broken dreams" cos it's too easy to sing. And do i care? yes. cos 10% of the marks go to song choice. And boulevard does not have any parts that make u go "=O!" (Not that me singing angels will make u go '=O!'.... but it's more "=O!"-ish right?)

sian I'm talking incoherent crap.

It's pretty much confirmed that O level results will be released on monday. I feel damn stressed up about it. I know I can try appealing through choir even though I don't get like 7 points or sumthin.. But I don't really feel satisfied. Oh well, just stay in VJC and VJchoir.. that's basically what I hope will happen.

gah. I'll wait patiently for Ivrin Wan to come online so that I can get the Angels minus-one track from him.. and then I can transpose it down by 3 tones to suit my range.

Well whatever the outcome will be, I just hope I don't get 13 points and above. 12 is ok, cos 12-4 = 8. I can still try and appeal in. 13 -4=9. Not here not there. cannot go VJC, cannot go TJC, don't wana go TPJC or MJC. So how. Go to SAJC/ACJC/AJC (they might not even want me. SAJC most probable. cos affiliation.)

GAHH. I really need God's erm. warmth now. And stuff. cos I feel kinda bad.

lol

2005-02-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

So many things have happened this wkend.

I shall go in point form.

1) I appeared in a magazine. The most shocking news so far this yr. (haha, I was posing for the cameras some more.) - For Baka Matsuri. (cosplay). Of course the pic contained me and shin yan in our erm. Costumes.

2) VJ 05S22 busking - Originally we all thought we couldn't make money and we were all worried that we might not have sufficient money to give Jamiyah Childrens' home. But in the end.. We hit our target! we got $501! Exceeded our target by $1. Impressive sum I must say for 4 hrs worth of busking and singing the same 3 songs for like 5 times or so EACH. Overall I'm sure we all had great fun singing, twisting balloon animals/inanimate objects/flowers, playing guitar, etc. Yay. 05S22 is good. Too bad Elizabeth has left us already. I'm sure all of us will miss such a crazy girl like her. but once from 05S22, always from 05S22 (lol, sounds familiar eh Saints?)

Thereafter me, sheena, [Kai Xiang]² and Randall went to watch Constantine- a cool movie I must say. quite scary at times. And it made me think more about life and Xtianity itself.

And lastly, today was NEVERMIND.

I think nvm was quite fun la. But I'm so damn unfit. I'm always the last guy to reach the end point in a team. sheesh. just like 4.8km run. But at least I feel a sense of achievement taking over TWO gals from the previous team that went up 2 minutes earlier than our team (unfortunately that team is from our school too.)

NEVERMIND.

The scenery is damn nice at the rooftop.

After climbing 51 stories, I feel ready to climb any building (that has less than 50 floors LOL.)

I really shouldn't be blogging right now. I have a math test to practice for.

Confidence level of getting A for math test - Halfway there.

(note: confidence 100% is not equal to distiction 100%)

Freako

2005-02-18T08:29:00.000-08:00

One word: Frustrated.

about?

1) P.E. - I managed to pass my standing broad jump and chin ups.. But for 2.4 km. I failed. and I failed by FOUR FREAKING SECONDS. No chances given. I just failed. Crap. I ran 12:54. (passing mark 12:50 cos I'm younger hohoho.) But still, I think it's damn crap.

2) SLV - Busking at orchard road tomorrow. I'm not realy frustrated.. but rather worried. Scared we ain't prepared for tomorrow. But oh well, with YOUR SUPPORT (readers)... I'm sure we'll be able to raise money. Heh.

ok.

2005-02-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

ok done.

I've decided what I'm participating in for MusicFest already.

1. Vocal solo
2. Vocal Group.

I'd love to join band or sumthin.. haha. But anyway no one will be playing Jrock songs or sumthin so nvm la.

The vocal group is none other than W.A.A.A.G!

(pronounced as Waaaag)

We Are An Acappella Group.

Made up of very capable and versatile basses whom can sing tenor, sop, alto and of course - bass.

Wahaha.

Heh. And the song we are singing?

"woh oh oh oh.. for the longest time..."

And for the solo.. Not sure what song yet. But most likely either boulevard of broken dreams, Beautiful soul, True or Angels.

yeah.

Anyway, every night I live in fear of a cockroach crawling into my mouth/ear while I'm asleep.

nth much else, other than the usual stuff.

Oh yeah, today I went to popular and I checked my answers in the 10 yr series (the 2004 papers have already been published). NOT GOOD. Unless u wanna demoralise urself (like what I did), please do not go check.

Sadness. I need a miracle now. God please send me one. I know I've been real bad lately (not going to church this month regularly). Ack. I repent!

ahh.

2005-02-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

anonymous taggers.

anyway, I'm lying on my bed and typing. ain't it cool?

Anyway, not much to type but I'll just like to thanka ll thsoe who gave me presents today cos u made my day. haha. Sorry I did not reciprocate ur kindness.

Well today was pretty uneventful.

(was super irritated with someone today. but i'm ok already)

2005-02-13T08:36:00.000-08:00

LOL.

dang!

2005-02-13T07:59:00.000-08:00

Ok. I just came back from the Shin Yan house Class reunion. I had quite some fun there.

I ain't gonna elaborate and stuff, but I just gonna say that we had a BBQ.. played PS2 games.. watched Pierrot etc. It was cool.

And I secretly uploaded Shin yan, Ivan chan and kar keat's Muneru valiba into my freewebs account! So now I have their song in my comp. MUAHAHAHAHA.

And I learnt the cute korean dance (did I say cute? I meant annoying.) [P.s. it's the one with 2 half-naked guys dancing to some techno-ish korean song lol.]

SLV sounds rather fun. but the fact that it's only 5 days away is rather worrying. Cos we haven't started on it yet. OKAY. Time to practice MASS DANCES.

LOOOOLOOLOOOOL. MUNNERU VALIBA AHHHHHHahahahahaha.

wahahaha I can't stop laughing.

Munneru valiba - G.H.D.org is so darn amusing. (no offense, u guys are pretty good singers OK. lool)

Anyway, [bliss].

Ahh chao ta la.

argh.

2005-02-12T04:28:00.000-08:00

did I mention that I suck at running long distances? (I think short distances also.)

I'll make sure I train hard this whole yr and get top 150 positions for X-country next yr (if I stay on in VJ).

Musicfest?

2005-02-12T03:27:00.000-08:00

wahaha. back from the stayover.

yes we gambled all night that night and had lots of fun with scrabble and PS2. Ahh I shall elaborate on the game "In between". (actually, I shan't). It's just a v. idotic yet suspensful game.

Yeah. talking about musicfest 05.
I haven't decided on which categories I'm gonig to join yet (other than group, cos I already have a group.).

I'm really interested in the band category but I ain't got no band.

I think singing a duet will be cool but I don't know anyone who'll want to duet with me.

I think solo is quite ok but that will be the last resort. Hahaha.

hah. I might not even get to stay in VJC.

Anyway, V.day is in 2 days.

What am I going to do? I'm going to sing... cos got CCA.

bwahaha. My day will be darn uneventful. And I don't expect much out of V.Day anyway. Never really celebrated it before.

Ok there are qutie a few things worrying me.

1. The upcoming math common test.
2. Vertical Challenge
3. Mentoring
4. a few more....... which I seem to have forgotten.

crapanathan.

This is sickening.

2005-02-10T07:05:00.000-08:00

Ahh. I know u may find me weird but..

I have a phobia of sleeping.

Yes don't laugh at me. This phobia comes only when I have to sleep but I don't feel ultra sleepy, because I'm still quite conscious.

I just have this thing about.. not knowing what happens next when I fall asleep. I fear stuff that I don't know. That's the problem. since I do not know what's going ot happen in my sleep, I'm scared of sleeping. sounds weird but yeah.

Nostalgia.

2005-02-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

Nostalgia.

Yes, I was back at Neptune court clearing my stuff and preparing the place for my open house.

And I found alot of stuff.

e.g. my old 'diary' in which I wrote random comments when I was really really depressed.

I also found all my certs, which I bet I'll need for my appeal into VJC cos I really wanna get in even tho the O level results are really daunting.

And as I was going through my whole stack of stuff and books and other useless stuff, I had this strange feeling in me. Ahh. The memories just came back and stuff. all the secondary school happenings. Even my old clothes made me feel a sense of nostalgia.

Ahh. I also found my sec 2 photos. Class photos and candid shots of people. Everyone really looks darn different now. yep. The memories of the past.

Ahhh the nostalgia. I really hate the feeling but at the same time I guess it's quite... nice.

Ahh I'm being incoherent yet again.

I hate those memories. I hate those songs which brougth back all those memories. I hate the clothes/books/CDs which brought back all the unwanted memories. (melodramatic)

Anyway, this entry seems so serious. I shall lighten it up abit by telling you all something lame.

...A man with a broken leg

amused.

2005-02-08T19:58:00.000-08:00

Hahaha. I'm somewhat amused by the fact that I know 2 Sheena Queks. It's so hard to differentiate both of them.

Cos you see,

1. They are both from Rosyth Primary.
2. They are both from VJC
3. They are both Sheena Quek.

So I can say "Which sheena are you?"

and you cannot reply: "Sheena Quek la"

you also cannot reply: "Rosyth primary Sheena"

you also cannot reply: "Sheena from VJC..."

You must reply: "I'm sheena from AHS"/"I'm sheena from SN"

LOL. I amuse myself.

-Random words.-

Vernon A.

Jamie Yeo.

curly

Chao Ta

cockroach

green tea

lizard

X-country

Well

Arachnid

2005-02-08T07:33:00.001-08:00

THE PIC WAS TAKEN DOWN DUE TO CONTROVERSIAL REASONS.

CHUBBY BUNNY COMPETITION

2005-02-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

..... WINNERS (Not. it's actually Jeremy Chia, who actually managed to stuff 14 marshmallows into my mouth. That's damn amazing.)

Bah.

2005-02-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

I'm too tired to make a photoblog.

I'll just post up some pics for ur viewing pleasure.

PHOTOLOG!

2005-02-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

Yes the next entry will be a photoblog. After such a long time (since grad ceremony), I've come up with my next photoblog. Exciting huh? If ya wanna check out the previous one, go to the October 22, 2004 entry.

eng.

2005-02-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

Yes. I know I'm slow, but I just realised I have a very poor standard of English.

Today was a rather depressing day cos I didn't go to church. I woke up at 11:41.

yesterday night was fun. I couldn't stop laughing at the candid shots of the chubby bunnies. Hahaha. Damn amusing. I was laughing to myself in the toilet (I think my mum thinks I'm mad) when I pictured the photographs in my mind. v. v. v. amusing (now I think u all think I'm mad). Reached home at 11 plus.. thereafter I turned on the comp and stuff.

And.. I think I'm quite irritating to some people. I just feel that way. Maybe it's paranoia, maybe it's my ESP. (I don't have ESP).

anyway, today was a rather fun day la.

I finally bought part of my CNY clothes. It's one maroon shirt and one white polo tee with ultra cool designs on it - An eagle and the words: Ocean pacific. The eagle looks cool, plus I'm from aquila.

Then after that met zu hao, xiao feng and their whole grp of kayaking friends. Ate lunch and then went off with zu hao to meet shin yan for jalan at orchard. Went to orchard, looked around ALOT for stuff, and later forgot to go get my stuff. Anyway, after dinner we were so bored we decided (well, sort of I wanted to) to take neoprints. We took two sets of neoprints. Taking neoprints are ALWAYS fun. hahaha. And I always look spastic.

Oh well, I hope I'm not being an asshole.

Anyway, hahaha I screw at soccer. Can't play for NUTS.

I realise that in VJchoir, u have to know how to..

1. sing (duh.)
2. play bridge
3. play carrom
4. play soccer
5. play black jack

lol. I guess so.

anyway, AQULA GIRLS GOT FIRST. I'm real happy for them and Aquila.

and.. AQUILA BOYS GOT LAST. cos I was playing hahaha. Moral of the story? Never send a non-soccer player to play soccer. Yes, I confess, I have never played a proper soccer match before (with the exception of P.E.. once or twice). And I don't watch soccer. wahaha. I've got better (nerdy) stuff to do.. like Swim and play tennis/squash. I prefer those sports. But I have nothing against soccer. I dun mind someone teaching me how to play. lol. I find it a rather fun game.

2005-02-06T07:58:00.002-08:00

Very very ghey shot

2005-02-06T07:58:00.001-08:00

Very ghey shot

2005-02-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

Poutyness

2005-02-06T07:57:00.003-08:00

Zu hao: *obscene*

2005-02-06T07:57:00.002-08:00

It's supposed to be zu hao trying to eat shin yan's neck while I appear horrified

2005-02-06T07:57:00.001-08:00

Blah

2005-02-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

Chu.

2005-02-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

Shin Yan, Zu hao, Rayner

AH

2005-02-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

Man. I'm behaving too perfectionistically. (if there's such a darn word).

I wish I had lower expectations with myself.

If not I'll just create sadness and void in myself.

Stupid.

Split.

2005-02-03T08:25:00.000-08:00

Torn between two souls.

Choo choo, I am the silver train ZOOOOOOOM.

Dammit.

Just came back from jalaning around Far East Plaza with Zu hao and Sheena. All the shops were closed (the ones that actually sold Real clothing that is). Ah I'm damn sad I can't buy black clothes.

nothing to say, thus random sentences

I'm gonna cosplay Final Fantasy characters in june. cool.

I feel stupid in my class.

A.P. Sux

I bet G.P. will suck.

I bet I'll get lousy results and get kicked out of VJC (hope not).

I bet I'll grow fat and die on cross country day.

ChChChChCh..... tail

Fook I don't want to be the only guy in cheerleading (hey, it's already good enough that I obliged to enter after SO MUCH persuasion, but why ONLY ME.)

fgay la.

fassholic sia

G.A.D.

hey.

2005-02-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

I just realised something that is shockingly pleasant. Wahaha. I'm feel kinda happy.. But now I'm confused.

Well it doesn't matter whether u understand the first paragraph or not because I feel like ranting.

Yeah the games comm is progressing well. Our games are pretty fun ya?

Anyway, I crashed MJC yesterday. It was rather big (too big for me.). Therefore I prefer VJC, with our small campus and even smaller canteen.

Paranoia again.

I suddenly have blogger's block.

Ahh and I'm such an irresponsible mentor. I shall start mentoring my mentee this friday, no matter what.

Ok. I know I shouldn't be so paranoid. I have confidence (a little) in myself. But the results will be out in less than 30 days. How can one not be anxious?

I will shine my light on you..

Why does this always happen?

Creature.

2005-02-02T08:31:00.000-08:00

When I was spit out from a rift in the darkness, My body rejected the abundance of light.

Without hiding my ugly naked flesh,I swung my arms and legs wildly, screaming.

With a hoarse voice I beg for my freedom.

Blended with the crowd of souls with colorless eyes.

My dear emotionless one, please stay sane for me.

Here, now, I'll put my shed off skin called "reason".

I want to feel the monster dwelling in you on my fully exposed nerves more.

My dear emotionless one,please stay sane for me.

There's nothing for you to do but watch me as you fall to hell.

Here, now, I'll put my shed off skin called "reason".

I want to feel the monster dwelling in you on my fully exposed nerves more.

Entrusting in my freed insincts, listening to the mocking laughter.

Creature.

Expire

2005-01-31T07:41:00.000-08:00

yeah i just drank up a bottle of expired milk. it was ok at first, but now the aftertaste is sorta stinging and a little sour. YES i'm not stupid.. i drank it on purpose. maybe i'll get a stomachache tmr and then go crash MJC at noon.

P.E. biased la. the rest get to do mass dance while we do circuit training. furthermore, next wk monday have friday timetable, so no mass dance for us. Bah. I think 05S22 should be known as the mass dance class. We love to dance so much don't we all? I bet tomorrow after math tut we'll hijack the sound system and start dancing again. And i bet on wednesday during PW.. we'll mass dance again. wahaha.

gaha. the planning of games is cool man. I think the games comm is made up of a bunch of cool and funny people. Hope the games planning will turn out just fine and that the T-shirt designs will be cool.

I shall now go dream about creature.

[I'll continue later. Let me go watch Smiley Skeleton and Creature PVs]

Creature is... disturbing. but I still like it.

Smiley Skeleton is cool la k. But creature still sounds nicer.

I want to feel the monster dwelling in you, on my fully exposed nerves more.

yes i do.

once again I'm typing incoherent sentences.

such fesbianic behaviour.

and I realise that I've been using the word 'fesbian' alot lately. More or a word to scold people. Yeeaaah.

ORGAN!

2005-01-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

Church day.

Oh yeah I love the praying in church. It somehow gets me high, I dunno y but ya. The praise and worship is also good. Just that the PAW songs today were a little alien to me.

After church, me zh and the neh-o went to swim at BEDOK court. More of a leisure swim. We had fun la. But I couldn't stop laughing when Neh o keep saying the word "drowning". Oh no. I think I'm turning into a himbo.

Oh man thinking of it now.. It's been a LONG LONG time since cheryl, sheena, me and zu hao went out. MUST go out in feb.

After that me and neh o went to meet the rest of the organs at KFC - Tamp. After chatting and being lame for awhile, we then set out for somewhere which didn't exist. Cos we had no idea where to go. So we ended up walking walking walking.. until we eveuntually ended up at the arcade playing stuff... AND WE GOT HIGH SCORE for this quiz thing (not 'find it', it's too tough). wahaha.

after that, me neh o and zt gt split up frm xinni hulu and jojo. so sad. then after awhile me zt and neh-o went to mac to eat and slack. That's when jojo and hulu came and scared us. Sheesh. join our jeeky oun man!

After hulu and jojo went home... me zt and neh o felt so sian. So we decided to take neoprints. WAHAHA. crazy sia. Go look at the neoprints.

And now.. I'm at home. going to start writing my zuo wen. ah. ok bye.

2005-01-30T05:45:00.000-08:00

Half the organs... OMG it's damn SHIOK! I love NGEAAAH-ing. And our overly exaggerated act-cute poses. LOL.

2005-01-29T09:14:00.001-08:00

Yin - The Black background (sucky huh)

2005-01-29T09:14:00.000-08:00

Yang - The white background (sucky huh)

Games

2005-01-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

wahaha. Games committee stuff will be fun.

The choir games comm (6 people) must create a game which will last for like.. 5 hours or so. wahaha. I think it'll be fun planning the stuff.

We also have to design the choir tee.. which will be cool. Cos I love designing stuff. in fact, I've already come up with a few idea. I'll post them here.

Physically-tired out.

la

2005-01-29T06:52:00.000-08:00

Blog entry.
28th Jan

Aw man I feel damn screwed. I don’t know. It’s just a damn sick feeling.

Anyway, today was kind of a lethargic day. After school ended 05S22 took class photos outside the canteen.. Nice pictures. Kudos to Adibah and Janice for helping us take the photos. Wasn’t very productive today. Only finished off my GP essay and my chem. Tutorial. I’m left with my Math tutorial and my Chinese Essay. Which are both pretty long.

After leaving the school at 5+ (School ended at 12:40), me, Grace Lo, Randall and Kimberly went to TM to look at stuff. And I’m now very sure I’m going to buy the baller i-d band. The Nike one which comes in Black, Red and White. Cool man.

School has been cool so far.. I’m starting to make more friends, which is good. And there’s something to look forward to everyday.

Damn screwed up. No idea why. Sounds corny but yeah, I just wanna be alone and think.

[P.s. this entry was typed at 11:41 p.m., my internet connection is down and thus I have to type in MS word first before transferring the entry to my blog]

Go poodle!

2005-01-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

LOL

Go poodle!

Yes. Go poodle simply rocked today. Our performance was much better than expected. Our highest total score was 401.. Which isn't that high but it's still GOOD for our standard. I hope we were able to contribute something to our houses. Haha. Anyway even if we don't get anything we still had a damn fun time.. So I don't regret joining the inter-house bowling competition.

05S22 - Our banner is cool. Big thanks to all those who helped out with the banner and stayed back late. And a big thanks to Cher Li who came up with the design. Wahaha. Crazy people. a 4-person mass dance in school at 8:30 p.m.

Ahaha. Zu hao/Sheena/Xiao Feng/any AHS person wanna stay over on the day before the Cross Country? lol. Then the next day go 7 eleven eat breakfast then go to school straightaway. I have to check if the house is vacant first though.

AHh. I'm afraid of the O level results sia. I mean, what if I get kicked out. What if my friends get kicked out. oh sh*t.

AH FUGLY SSH*T! I have Kayaking course on 5th feb.. Which is Choir BBQ. I try to change my course to another day if possible. I dunno. I really wanna go play the games at the BBQ. But at the same time I don't wanna waste my money. Freak man. WhataFish!

Evil Po - scaring people. It's darn amusing.

Jia Xun is damn funny.. in a good way.

AH

2005-01-25T07:44:00.000-08:00

sorry. blog tmr.

Fits.

2005-01-24T06:52:00.000-08:00

random.

i'm having damn f-ed up bouts of sadness, worry, and paranoia.

not in the mood for anything.

I'm going to sleep and hopefully this thing will go away.

That dream isn't over yet
I pretend and say "I can forget"
I still live in my day
You've been there with me all the way
It's not right of me

Tan Wen Li!

2005-01-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

Haha. 5 entries altogether today.

This one's dedicated to 05S22... and A Cappella stuff.

Fellow S22ers!

On VJC website:

Tan Wen Li of 05S22 is representing Singapore for 'Archery' at the Kasetsart Open 2005 held in Bangkok (20–25 Jan 2005).

Haha. Cool eh?

Anyway, once my house as neptune court is cleared, I'll invite 05s22 to my house for stayover. Haha. And then next day wake up at 7 and then walk to school. lool.

Anyway, I sorta miss the performances SWAT had in Sec 3 yr. Mann. But oh well, we were bad anyway. TAS youth voices (or whatever we're called) have so many performances coming up.. And I'm busy with VJchoir. It's not a bad thing. Anyway we don't make much money as individuals anyway. So yeah.

A Cappella is fun.. But since the grp is made up of like 20+ people.. might as well sing in a choir I guess.

VJC choir's pace is crazy la. Never learnt so many songs in such a shot period of time b4.

10 songs down since 22nd Jan.

cos we have SYF and concert in early MAY.

Ah I hope I stay in VJ, especially VJchoir.

here it is.

2005-01-23T05:23:00.000-08:00

Here's the bimbo clip

http://www.freewebs.com/raijin-x/Music/Bimbo%20scaring.WAV

LOL!!!

2005-01-23T05:01:00.000-08:00

LOL. Here's the subtitles for the Bimbo-scaring clip.

-ORGANIC FUN!-

*Giggles by zhan ting*
*Moans in the background by neh-oish joanne*

Xinni *a.k.a bimbo* : I'm not in the mood to laugh!
NEh-O: ARe you Sure!?!?!?!?!
*Neh-O pokes xinni while she's speaking*
Xinni: YaaAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! (screams)

*Pants by zhan Ting*
*Moans by Neh-O*

Xinni: Eh! All this is not I do one ah!
*Moans!*
Xinni: All these sounds are not made by Xinni!
*Moans*
Neh-O: All these sounds are not made by xinni! (mocks).

*Neh-O runs after xinni and tries to poke her/tickle her*

Xinni: Aiyahh!!!! Go AwaYYyyyAAAYyAyaYaYayYhEhhEh!!! (characteristic and historical High-pitch scream)

*LAUGHS*

Xinni: AHHH!!!! GO AWAY!!!

*Calms down*

Xinni: Oei! Ahh!!! Go AwaY!!!

Xinni: Stop it!

*Joanne pokes xinni*

*Silence*

Zhan Ting: Oei! Laugh LEh!

Xinni:... No!

Rayner: Eh, let's do the traditional thing..

Rayner: Xinni, are you angry?

*Xinni giggles*

*GUFFAWS!*

Zhan Ting: Eh they all go away already ah?

Neh-O: See la!

... LOL!!!

DAMN FUNNY!!!

In case u all dunno about the "Are you angry" thing, xinni laughs at random words.

The first word ever discovered was: "Laugh". When we said anything with the word: "Laugh" in it, she would laugh.

etc. Mary saw john LAUGHING! (Xinni laughs)

Other words over the period of 1 year include...

- angry
- cold
- mushroom
- rubber ducky
- rubber elephant
- don't laugh ah
- ice lemon tea

AHHHHH!!! Damn funny sia.

sure.

2005-01-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

Today was a fruitful days unlike the rest of the days I've spent slacking.

It's damn quiet now. firstly cos I don't have any new songs to listen to and secondly cos I'm not playing my FFX-2 on my playstation. Ah man yuna rocks.. But Chao Ta rocks more (haha, yes Sheena, cheers to ricola too eh? and zu hao... gd luck with spider). I wonder what will happen if chao ta eventually finds out that I use the alias "chao ta" on her. Haha. Quite offending to a girl right. Well, I call her that for obvious reasons - 2 in fact. Cos..

1- sizzle.
2- black.

geddit? lol I guess even if you do so what?

Xiao Feng wants me to join Taekwondo with her. I have an interest in it too but I guess it'll surely clash with choir pracs. I think 2 CCAs are enough. I used to want to take on 4 CCAs or so. But I guess it ain't possible to juggle studies and CCAs.

the 4 are.. (I like making lists if ya noticed)

- Swimming
- Choir
- Tae Kwon Do
- Science Research Society

Eh. SRS application still pending, so I guess I'll wait and see if I'm in or not. If not, I guess I'll stick with Choir and Archives.

Irvin invited me to go study with him, gracia and may ling today, so I decided to go. I hope to make more friends in choir. Oh well, the study outing ended up to be quite a success. I managed to finish my assignments and 3/4 of maths tutorial 1.2. w00t!

w00t!

w00t!

spasticated w00t!

Argh. I wish the people in VJC are as crazy as the Organs. I miss doing weird faces. My hands and face itches! seriously - when my face too itchy already I'll just break out in "NGEEAAAHhhhhhhh So NEeeehhh-O uhhhhh" spasms. Oh, and here's bimbotic clip (yes it's still with me)

choir day.

2005-01-22T07:44:00.000-08:00

Today was choir day.

Ate breakfast with the seniors. Felt abit out of place at first, but after the amusing Gracia went on talking about something, I couldn't help it but laugh and laugh and laugh. She's funny... In a good way.

Choir prac today was cool cos the song we learnt (SYF song) was quite nice. The SYF songs choir is singing are damn nice la. Not sure about the set piece.. But the two choice pieces are damn cool.

After choir went out with the J1 Basses and some of the seniors to Parkway to eat KFC.. And thus.. I have a sore throat now. Thereafter the juniors (4 basses + 1 tenor J1s) went to play pool at PArkway builders.. And guess who I saw there? ONG NEH-O... EH HEH HEH... We were "UHhhhhh... NEh-O Uhhhhhh". WAHAHAHA. I miss doing that. I'm such a n00b at pool.

AH. When is the next Organs outing? I SERIOUSLY NEED CHEAPTHRILLS AND NEH-Oism!

LOL!

2005-01-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

WAHAHA! I AMUSE MYSELF!

As I'm sitting in front of my comp now, I'm repeating to myself these few lines (saying out loud while making spastic hand actions):

EH HEH HEH... CaNDy UhHHhhHH.. So NeH-O UHhHHIhUhHUHHhHH~

UUUhuHUHUHUhHUH Ehh Eheheehe..... NeH-O UuuHuhhH. Ur So NEeEHhh-O.

EEeEEEEEhhhhHHhh HeeeEEHhhh HHHeeEEHHHHH... HuUuluUUuu Ur So HuuluULuuuu.

Eehhh HeHeHehe.. UHUhUhuuhUhuhh. ZhAn TinG Ur So NeHHh-O UhhhHH. So MANg TaNg Uuuhh. So MwEng NaNg UhhHHhh.

UhhhuhHUhH. Jeje UhhHHUhh. Ur So JoJo NeH-O UhHUhuHh.

Eehh hhhehh UuUUhhh. BiMbO UhhHHHh. Ur So BiMbO Uhhh.

EHhh Ehehe HHeeeEHhh. CuccCcCKcCoOOOO... Ur So CcuCcckckOoish UUHhhh..

EehhHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!..... PoNng PoNnNGg Ur Sooo PoNG PoNGish Uhhh... SO Neh-O...

UUuuuuuHHHhhh... Jeje... ReSoNaNce Uhhhh... Basss Uhhhh.. Soolo SinGEerr Uhhhhh...

UhhHHhhH CalLy ClarKsOn Uhhhhh..... So NeH-O NAmE Uhhhhh..

LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT MYSELF!

Ahaha.

2005-01-19T06:39:00.000-08:00

Yes! WE danced mass dance during PW again TODAY. It was.. kinda refreshing for a wednesday morning..

Tomorrow will be boring.

And I realise I have 3 CCAs.. And one of which is CHOIR, which is a very unslack CCA.

Oh well. I'm damn hungry now.. But I can't eat. DAMN.

I feel that I'm pretty rude and insensitive at times. I also seem arrogant and AP or Pai Kia. Lol. Argh. Quite frustrating. And sometimes I say things and then regret it later. I'm just stupid la.

I FINALLY FINISHED JIAN DAN AI ARRANGEMENT!

2005-01-19T06:20:00.001-08:00

The Satanic Century square.

2005-01-19T06:20:00.000-08:00

Last few minutes with our pal.

2005-01-19T06:19:00.001-08:00

Huh?

2005-01-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

Buay Song.

2005-01-19T06:07:00.001-08:00

Scandalous!

2005-01-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

Caught in the act! Look at Xiao Feng's guilt-filled face.

2005-01-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

ORIENTATION TEE!

2005-01-19T06:04:00.000-08:00

RANDOM PIC! [The Cheap thriller 4B people playing a game at Orchard Road.]

2005-01-19T04:42:00.000-08:00

The uniform-changers of the class. (except for EXTRA rueben and kimberly hahaha.)

2005-01-19T04:41:00.001-08:00

This is how boring Econs lectures are.

2005-01-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

Me in VS uniform. Wahaha. (yes another zi lian pic)

CLASS!

2005-01-18T07:07:00.000-08:00

Wahaha. My class rocks. The people in it are damn cool la.

Today a total of 9 people in my class exchanged uniforms. Hahaha.

I'll post a picture of the uniform switchers later.

But we do not have a class pic yet! Aw man.

After school today, Really Resourceful Randall managed to hook the mp3 player up with the class speakers... Thus we all could dance mass dance! Yes, the class danced Whiny Whiny and Neutron or sumthin like that.. Also I Want You. Wahaha. I think it was funny la. And Farhan sings good Chinese sia.

JTS... On saturday I think.

Today was a good day. Managed to swim in the evening with Sheena and Zu Hao.

I have to arrange Jian Dan Ai by tomorrow! SHIT!

Ok. I go talk on the phone first. post pics later.

Ha. In comp lab

2005-01-16T22:20:00.000-08:00

Lol. I'm in my school comp lab now blogging.

It's chinese lesson and I've completed my work early! Thus I have the chance to blog.

我爱华文！

.. like real.

chinese gives me headaches.

i simply cannot fathom why i'm made to study chinese.. when i seldom use it as a language which i use in my conversations. i prefer

New updates!

2005-01-16T05:37:00.000-08:00

Ahh. Today was a damn saddening day.

Firstly, cos we (me, sheena, cheryl, zu hao) sent Hoiyi off. It was really kinda depressing. Cos we most likely won't see him for the next 6 yrs or so. Well, at least he's not gone forever. We were at subway eating cos he didn't want us to see his parents [a.k.a the fockers]. So we stayed there while he ran back and forth to see us and then report to his parents. And each time he left, we would ask him: "You're coming back right?".

We took some photos.. I'll be posting them up for ur viewing pleasure haha. Oh well, even though we've seen someone off.. Life must still go on, even though I was on the verge of erm.. tearing? Well, must be mans you know.

An old stupid chinese quote: "Guys must bleed, not cry"

Yeah.

I finally got my ring files to store my notes in!

All my files are black except for Econs. Econs is.. pink. Cos Econs is such a ghey subject.

And my ear hole is enlarged! bwahaha. Just a little only though.. I need to get a bigger enlarger so that I can wear the nice black ear sticks that are thick and cool. (well whatever I think is cool might not be cool to you eh.)

hah

2005-01-15T17:48:00.000-08:00

I heard from my sis that my mum kept on calling me to wake up to go church just now. But I ws so deep in my slumber that I didn't even realise that actually happened.

Anyway, I'm choir-crazy all over again. Just like Sec 1.

And I'm amazed that no one (that I know of so far) from AHSchoir went to join choir in JC! It's really shocking. And I feel so lonely cos of this. Missing out on the fun of JC choirs man.

So far I know that..

Mabel
Trina
Jacinta
Keng Foo
Zhan Ting
Joseph
Joanne
Xinni
Lyndsey
Sher Li
Han Jie
Charlene

All nv join choir.

But I think maybe Gracelyn Danny Da hong joined MJchoir.

Oops. I think they did.

But still, it's only about 20% of the cohort that joined choir again.

I think Lux Aurumque is damn nice sia. The chords are so.. clashy and mysterious. Haha. Crap.

I shall crap now on what I hate and what I like about VJC. I didn't really say alot during the "confession session" last night with 4B'04. Yep. So here goes:

LIKES - I like the school spirit (Even if it's fake, it still gets me high, so I don't really care), I also love the choir (Yes, I think it rocks). I also like my classmates and some of my teachers. There's no one in class that I really dislike.. Cos they all seem like really nice people so far. But I just found out that a girl ni my class doesn't like 2 other classmates. How sad.

DISLIKES - Although I make alot alot of new friends.. I can't find anyone convenient (i.e. from my class or CCA) to click with yet. Cos they all have their own friends or they're too "inconvenient". Not so bad in class, but in choir it's quite a problem. Cos I'm the only AHS person there (apart from Xiao Han), and there are only two people from my class in choir - me and a girl named elizabeth. She's all the way at the alto end so it's quite inconvenient. Ah. Maybe I'm just anti-social. But still, their choir rocks big time. It's just that I go there to sing... and then after that I'll go home by myself.

depressing.

ah.

2005-01-15T09:52:00.000-08:00

***** ** ***!
Ahh I'm damn bored now.

It's 2:10 a.m and I'm not asleep yet. It must be the Teh Tarik.

Ahh Yuen Hoi's leaving tomorrow. I feel weird. I know this may sound cliche but I'm suddenly overwhelmed by a mix of emotions. Like.. something missing from inside ya know. It's just plain saddening. Someone whom u have known for 3 yrs or so.. leaving suddenly. I'll make sure I give him something good tmr.

brb. lazy to type

Interesting.

2005-01-14T08:35:00.000-08:00

Ahh swimming today was crap. I didn't even get timed. Cos my calf crammed up right after my kick-off. So damn suay. Anyway, I think I'm pulling out of swimming. Although my interest is really strong there.. I can't commit to two lotsa-training CCAs. Furthermore, they both clash. So I'll be in choir la.

Should I be flattered when people tell me that I don't look choirish?

Haha.

Anyway, now I know TWO Sheena Queks. the other one is the VJ choir VP. Haha. Cool.

Just had my OG bbq. It was quite fun la. I enjoy mixing with my funloving flick members. Hahaha. Joanne is so funny. She is good and thick-skinned. (in a good way).

Truth or dare...

*joanne runs to a faraway tree in the midst of alot of people and hugs it tightly*

Joanne: I love you Tree!!!!!!!!!!

Bwahahahaha. So funny..

And the handphone game that we played is damn interesting. At least I was one of the first few who managed to figure it out. And I should feel proud of my achievement as I'm stupider than most VJC pple!

Choir is really taking up alot of my time. Choir tmr is from 10 a.m. to 5 p.m. I think I'll enjoy it though.

Ahh and the rest of the OG bbq was spent mass dancing, playing sparklers, eating and telling cold jokes.

Fun OG reunion.. Next one is next Sat.. SEOUL GARDEN! [feigns puke]

Anyway, me and sheena are sad.

She's sad cos.. Got people eat her ricola sweet!

I'm sad cos.. sheena's sad. Hahahaha. Crap.

swim

2005-01-13T06:12:00.000-08:00

Ahh. shit shit shit.

I have swimming trials tomorrow and my body is still aching all over (well actually the upper half of my bod only).

Worse still, there's PE tomorrow.. I'm sure they'll help me pull a muscle or two. Well.. They managed to pull my triceps and biceps plus pectoral muscles and abdominal muscles the last time. hah. Wonder what will happen tomorrow.

I hope I make it into the team tho.

Tomorrow's OG bbq too. Quite an eventful day, plus school ends at 12:40. DAMN EARLY!

I hope we all go on a nice class outing tomorrow after school. 05S22.

Oh ya, if you're planning to crash VJC anytime soon.. Please try the mayonnaise at the Western Food Stall. It's super man. Their secret recipe really works wonders.

Oh yeah, and if anyone wants to wear AHS uniform and is from other schools.. Please tell me. I'll gladly switch uniforms with ya. I need some thrills in life.

Mentor or not to mentor, that is the question.

....Please not let it be Tan tomorrow.

AHH

2005-01-12T05:48:00.000-08:00

AHHH. WTF!!! I'M DAMN AMUSED!

Haha. I'm amused with VJC's "Pamugun".

It's so damn entertaining. Hahaha. I'm listening to it over and over again. I'm especially fascinated with the Screaming part. Hahaha. It's so damn interesting. Furthermore, VJC choir sounds so damn nice. I'm so proud to be singing in it. Wahahaha. I do not regret joining VJC choir. really.

LOL. I'M STILL ULTRA AMUSED.

I keep on laughing while listening to it. Cos it's so.. unreal and cool.

Wahaha. I really really hope I can stay in VJC and stay in CHOIR.

The only thing is that I do not have any close friends or anything in choir. I'm the only AHS person in it. And there is only one other person from my class in it... And she has her own friends I guess.

Haha. I'm so alone but enjoying myself in the singing.

YES. And bass is a cool part. Abit less tiring than tenor I feel. I always forget that I'm now a bass. Haha.

WAH I CAN'T STAND IT MAN. I feel so high.

Ho. Blog more in awhile.

Shock

2005-01-11T05:39:00.001-08:00

Oh yeah, I also feel guilty for taking Zhengmin's Chemistry Worksheet. DAMN. Ahhh. Now she has no worksheet to do. And I'm not fully utilising mine. Ahh. DAMN DAMN DAMN

Shock

2005-01-11T05:39:00.000-08:00

Haha. anyway, today I got quite a shock.

I thought we were only celebrating Kai Xiang's Birthday (cos mine's over quite long ago.). But they also sang a birthday song for me! Wahaha. I'm damn touched man. I think 05S22 is cool class ok. Next birthday is Miss Rajan's.. followed by Kimberly's I think. Cool.

AHS

2005-01-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

I've decided to dedicate this entry to AHS.

1J-2J..01/02 = Not really alot of fun cos we were all split into cliques. And the cliques do not really mingle with one another. Ah. what a waste. But Jayers are smart people aren't we? Hahaha. Alot of Jayers in VJC lol.

Say..

1) Sheena Quek
2) Me
3) Seah Rui Hong
4) Cheong Jin Hao
5) Loke Shi Min
6) Melissa Tan
7) Glanies Ng
8) Ashvin Kumar Jasvantlal
9) Gerald Phoon
10) Kang Zhi Lin
11) Jeannette Soh
12) Joanne Soh
13) Wendy Lim
14) Victoria Yap

Hohoho. This shows that Appeal-in-ers CAN be VERY value-added. Heh.

(Not saying that TJC n MJC n SAJC n NYJC n RJC n HCJC n SRJC n JJC n TPJC n IJC n MI people aren't smart.. I'm just biased).

3B-4B..03/04 = Haha. Sec 3 was a really turbulent year, in friendships and academics. I practically failed alot of tests. Well, I was motivated by Zu hao and Xiao Feng and gang. Hahaha. W/o u guys I wun be in VJC! And yes, I'm grateful for that. And in sec 4, I realised that the class is actually cool. I disliked Sec 3 alot. But in Sec 4 I warmed up to quite a number of people in class and decided that 4B'04 was a fun bunch. M'sia trip rox and all the stuff we all did together rox. Can't wait for class outing this Sat man.

ORGANS!!!!!!

Most of my laughter (I think at least 60% of it) actually came from the times spent together with the ORGANS! WAHAHAHA. Organ time is si bei song. Hahaha. Nv once we went out without a CHEAP THRILL. LOL. All our thrills are so cheap man. Lemme recall some of them.

1) The LONG-straw thrill. i.e. Drink water from one floor above the water bottle by means of a long long long straw.

2) Stand in the middle of a pavement and point up to the sky and gasp... Making lotsa heads turn.

3) Sudden sitting down in a circle in Downtown East Pasir Ris.

4) Kowtowing to hulu in the middle of a crowded place

5) Dropping of a wallet on the grass and gasp and point to it, making passers-by curious.

6) Saying hello to bangladeshi workers from choir bus.

7) Mirror Game

... The list goes on. Hahahahaha.

Ah.. I LOVE VJC and my new class. But something in my head tells me that I really miss the times I had in AHS. It was really a fun fun time back then. Ahhh. I just hope my O level results can get me into VJC.

SRC

2005-01-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

Oh, I forgot to mention...

We all love Chao Ta, Spider and Ricola ain't it? ;)

.....They finally message.

JC life

2005-01-10T04:53:00.000-08:00

Life in VJC is getting more and more interesting with each passing day.

I have a GP diagnostic test on WED. hah. Essay writing.

Anyway, my teachers so far are real cool (except for one or two).

I love Miss Rajan. She swears and exclaims - damn funny. She's also our house mistress! AQUILA is da best.

I think that my class is pretty cool. It's the first day of lessons and we are already organising stuff and doing class list and all. And we all seem to get along pretty well. I hope this class will be united. It seems like a fun class in a fun house. (talking crap again).

VJC eats $$$

And suay suay, today I got caught By not one.. but TWO teachers (both disciplinarians) for my hair cos it's not sloped (at the back).

Bah. Bad records.

Anyway. I got into choir. And I'm in Bass 1. Hahaha. Something new yeah.

Oh well, off I go to study my lecture notes. I just love reading through the stuff. haha.

shocking

2005-01-08T07:24:00.001-08:00

shockingly anonymous.

shocking

2005-01-08T07:24:00.000-08:00